1timeatbandcamp

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Apologies in My Memory

A dried up red carnation still sits in the box under my bed along with an old red tie. I tried to bide my time. I'll end up alone though, I always do. I loused up this time. Sad stories written in scrawling script across the backs of faded pictures in my memory remind me of what I wish I did. I failed you, gave up on you, tried to find your happiness for you, but I think I made you worse. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I May Not Be The Better Girl by 1timeatbandcamp, literature

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I May Not Be The Better Girl

I may not be the better girl, but I'm not just another girl. I put up with crap for naught, maybe you're not the boy I sought. I know I'll always care about you, but I can't wait forever for you. Hurry it up, or not at all, the right man would catch me when I fall. I wanted love and affection, not an emotional defect(ion). I know I'll always care about you, but I can't wait forever for you.

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Doubt Sets In

A cloud of doubt inches his way into my thoughts... Inching, little by little, crowding out my ability to love. It's a large, black, amoeba-type thing, Sucking out my heart as it might suck out a brain. I look out, into the misty night, up at the stars. The denial sets in, and I think maybe you care, and you just can't say, but then the day comes. The sweltering, uncaring sun beats down upon my back, the reality of it all comes full circle. You don't care. You don't care. The words sting like a slap to the face. You never cared.

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Shan't See Sun Again by kittykatelyn, literature

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Shan't See Sun Again

This life, it seems, hath lost its light. Belov'd escapes all lost, astray; I sweareth, I'll not survive this night. Thy sayeth now I have the right to live according to thy way, yet life, it seems, has lost its light. Thine eyes hath ne'er beheld these sights, nor hath thee hurt as I this day. I sweareth, I'll not survive this night. Sweet sanity hath lost the fight much to conscious mind's dismay. This life, it seems, hath lost its light. Darkness hath extinguished bright, Mirth dispersed, banish'd away. I sweareth I'll not survive this night. Weary of waiting for "all right", Wrath unleashed when told to "pray". This life

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1timeatbandcamp

Dec 24, 2007

Holidaze

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       Feliz Navidad! Mwa ha ha ha.      Interesting past few days. Went to Gma and Gpa's yesterday. I got a shirt. That's pink. and sparkly. With poufy sleeves. :/      I don't have anyone to kiss on New Year's. You know who to ask about that one. *kaff kaff*

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1timeatbandcamp

Dec 18, 2007

The whole world is...

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fucked. I'm going to do the stereotypical emo thing here, m'kay? I hate the world today. Hate it. With my dad's political dreams slashed, he's taking it out on everyone else. Jerm's cousin needs an attitude adjustment. "You're HONORS STUDENTS! READ MY MIND" as fat hangs out. You know what else?? Saying stuff is "gay" really needs to stop. CHEESY SONG TITLE ALERT! --->    Where are you Christmas? Oh, and my name ISN'T FRED!!!!!

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1timeatbandcamp

Dec 16, 2007

My Tarot Reading:Lovecraft Deck

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The card not shown but at the center of the cross, represents the atmosphere surrounding the central issue. Eight of Tomes (Cultes des Gouls): A sudden release of raw power, cutting through confusion and indecision, and setting things in motion. Rapid progress towards a desired goal, brought about by immediate and decisive action. Boldness and daring in love, business, travel, or spiritual growth. The card visible at the center of the cross represents the obstacle that stands in your way - it may even be something that sounds good but is not actually to your benefit. Shoggoth, when reversed: Weakness in the face of obstacles and adversity. T

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Sulmi-has-Sword-7

Jul 8, 2010

Hi Mariah *waves*. It's Michaela.

'ello! It's Em.

well i still dono who exactally u are,,,,but i'll see you again at counties!!!!
i'll be the girl with the pink highlights rofl
XD

ZoomastaGina

Jun 6, 2008

Mwah hah hah hah hah! You have tagged! ...u must now tag eight ppl of ur choice and write eight things about urself in ur journal!!!!!!! no tagbacks

AnimeGeek411

Mar 19, 2008

♥I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥your the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥your the M to my M,♥
♥your the POP to my TART,♥
♥your the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥your the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥your the MILK to my DUDS,♥
♥your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥your the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥your the BEST to my FRIEND♥

♥SEND THIS TO 13 OF YOUR closes FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK
1-U HAVE BAD FRIENDSHIPS
2-U STILL SUCK
3-U R A GOOD FRIEND
4-U HAVE REALLY GOOD FRIENDSHIPS
5-UR 1 OF THE BEST PEOPLE

THE BOYFRIEND
AND GIRLFRIEND TEST
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

This is no joke. It works (from experience).

DO NOT just delete this. DO WHAT IT SAYS!!!! FOR YOUR OWN LOVE LIFE'S SAKE!!!

Read this now or forever hold your peace.

This is not just your ordinary chain letter. Every person you send it to, brings you more good luck.
If you send it to no one, it will cause someone you like to hate you.

If you send it to 1 person, your next relationship will have lots of fun times.

If you send it to 2 people, you will get a secret admirer.

If you send it to 3 people, you'll get a date for the next school dance.

If you send it to 4 people, you'll meet the person of your dreams.

If you send it to 5 people, the guy or girl you met of your dreams will ask for your phone number.

If you send it to 8 people, your next relationship will be everlasting.

If you send it to 13 people, your boyfriend or girlfriend, will become totally faithful to you.

If you send it to 15 people, the person you have been crushing on for a very long time, will ask you out.

If you send it to 18 people, your date for the next dance will ask you out.

If you send it to 20 people, you'll make out with your crush at a party..

If it can do that much sending it to 20 people, imagine what it will do if you send it to more.

The consequences:

If you do not send this letter to anybody, your life will suck! You have 5 days to send this letter to at least 1 person. You can send this to as many people as you want to. I am warning you...do not just delete this letter. It is a new chain letter and we would like it to
get sent around as quick as possible. I refused to send it to many people when I first made it in June of 1995, because I didn't believe it would work. I sent it to 38 people, then I got the best boyfriend that I could ever have.

Romantic, Popular, or Brainy?

WHICH ARE YOU?
PEEPS! THIS IS THE ULTIMATE TEST! GRAB A PIECE OF PAPER AND A PEN AND NUMBER IT 1 - 10!

HERE'S THE TEST!

1. Pick your favorite color out of the following:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Purple

2. Pick your favorite animal out of the following:
Cat
Dog
Fish
Snake
Parrot
Mouse

3. Pick your desired honeymoon spot:
Hawaii
New York
East Africa
Spain
Montana

4. Pick your favorite instrument:
Violin
Piano
Electric Guitar
Drums

5. Pick your favorite soft drink:
Dr. Pepper
Sprite
Coca Cola,
Mountain Dew
Pepsi
6 Name A. Person Of The Opposite Sex...
7. Name A. Person Of The Same Sex...

8. The Time Now...

9. Your Age
10. You don't have to write it down, but make a WISH and then scroll down!

HERE ARE THE ANSWERS!

1. Red - Adventurous
Orange - Fun
Yellow - Sweet
Green - Wacky
Blue - Romantic
Purple - Mysterious

2. Cat - Feminine
Dog - Loving
Fish - Boring
Snake - Boyish
Parrot - Annoying
Mouse - Brainy

3. Hawaii - Romantic
New York - Busy
East Africa - Curious
Spain - Mysterious
Montana - Country Girl/Boy

4. Violin - Intellectual
Piano - Popular
Electric Guitar - Wacky
Drums - Wild

5. Dr. Pepper - Popular
Sprite - Wacky
Coca Cola - Wild
Mountain Dew - Athletic
Pepsi- Fun

6. That person will have a crush on you after you send this!

7. That person will become your enemy if you don't send this!

8. How long you have to send this!

(Ex: 5:15 = 5 hours 15 minutes)

9. How many peeps you have to send this to!

10. That will come true if you do #9 in the amount of time #8 says!

*START SENDING